Something I need to tell you

There's something that my heart is desiring to tell you

it's ready to release this burden that's weighing on my mind

and on my heart.

But can you handle what I need to tell you?

will you walk away and never speak to me again

I know that it will greatly disappoint you,

Will you judge me if I tell you

Not knowing the answer to these questions

is killing me on the inside

I need to tell you

But I can't...

Will this be something that I will take to the grave with me?

will it be better that way rather than to cause you anymore pain

any more embarrassment....

What am I to do? How can I release this without

telling you...

Is there even a way to do that???